Hopless-love-poet

The night goes on forever the end not in sight My mind running circles never getting rest all I can think of is her and how I cant get by I wish I could be near for without her it has a burning sear The muk of the night overwhelming seizing control of my Consciousness leaving me a broken shell her name the only thing I hear as my mind goes numb.

The pidder pader of raindrops echo like my tears falling to pavement blending in with the rest no uniqueness left just an empty void.

She brings happy memories. She bring a smile so wide a bright she brings so many other things I can't help it with all my might But when she turns away my feelings truely show my happiness unfolds and my story is starting to be told The only reason I smile is to show that Im okay but when your not looking, it turns to decay. When I turn away from you its because my tears just overflew Seeing this girl I wish I could hold in all honesty I feel so cold I know you deserve better and I know I don't compare I just wish you would give me a chance to try an see what we could share. The reason I say all this is not to make you

its odd how we let the snow flake melt as we let the relationship fail we see it comming but we choose not to stop it, we see it comming but we think theres nothing we can do Why even let it frost over maybe I wasn't good enough or maybe it was just me being stupid again but in the end theres always the same result you finding a better person then myself just as every other girl out there remember im here to help you to hold you but in the darkest night my arms wont be the ones you run to Hearts shatter love no longer matters your the image that I longed for but it seems like another figure head

footsteps leading on a broken path severed from my mind following it step by step not intending on a destination stumbled upon the end of the path where the steps of foots stops I saw her. leading my way through showing me the light One day she left and im lost within once again But this time shes not there to guide my way foot steps on a broken path foot steps on my broken heart.

Someday I shall die when that day comes by I will leave thee behind and I shall rise beyond these lies riseing to heaven and beyond... but even there a tear I swear will fall from eye because your not at my side I shall regret this time when im alone, for your the one I wish to forever hold Your smile your laugh everything must last till you meet me again... but then will you greet with a grin?

I thought of my life and I thought of this knife so deep within I am seeing bright light every moment that passes me by I seem to get a little more high off this feeling that no one knows off this feeling that I can't show my life my soul my everything goes leaving me now and leaving me fast I can't help but wish it would last I miss her face and the shine of her voice I miss her laugh and the feeling of rejoice I miss that feeling oh so much but with my dying breath I would say I love her so much.

Love... a painful memory with every moment the scar deepening every move it rubs the edges of our beings setting us futher into chaos. and never able to reach harmony my soal eroading every moment I spend here everything depleating as I try and hold things dear. so with that in mind I can finialy say I let you go so you never have to look back I miss you now and i loved you so but letting you go seemed the best way to go...

when you wish that everything was simple when you wish that everything would change you notice what is beautiful and what seems to stay you notice how much I love you you notice how much I care I wish I could show it to you, and I wish I could be there but as time drags on, my part in your life dimmers and as that happens its all fine, for your smile shall bring one...to mine....

How many tries Does it take to Capture approval? In what lighting do you accept your face? How many likes until You're validated? Is there an angle that masks self hate? How much anxiety do you filter away? I find the truth often hides outside of the frame. But truth is no good for chasing that 5 minutes of fame, that spike of social acceptance buzzing through your veins each selfie Sunday (and Thursday and Friday). You can construct beauty, but imperfection is much harder to fake. And cameras don't capture intellect. Why don't you smile with your eyes? And what would it take to believe that you are beautiful for more than a day? Is